Strange Visitations


What is going on? A UFO hovering over the Dome of the Rock? Oh wouldn’t everyone love to believe this is a hoax? Yes, and for decades, they were all hoaxes. And the ancient landing strips are also hoaxes. And the bible has spoken of the Nephilim, and Enoch and Elijah, were taken up in a whirlwind. And it was all a hoax. They were the only two, who did not see death. They will return in the end to be the witnesses to a callous world.

The “whirlwind,” by all accounts, would have been very similar to our present day description of a spacecraft. But then, this is just a hoax. People try to discount what they cannot understand, and what they are unwilling to believe. Aliens, are not aliens. But if we accept what the Lord has told us, then we must also accept the rest of His word.

Consider this portion of scripture; “One day the angels came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan also came with them. The Lord said to Satan, “Where have you come from?” Satan answered the Lord, “From roaming through the earth and going back and forth in it.” (Job 1:6)

We can see many examples in scripture of the free access allowed the fallen angels in the heavenly and earthly realm. There will come a time of the end, but this is when the total plan is complete. What we are witnessing is the increase of visitation, because of these events.

Remember the Lord had spoken of the signs and wonders, “in the heavens above and the earth below.” However, we have no idea, whom, or what this is about, until the Lord decides to reveal His almighty hand. And it really doesn’t matter to those of us with faith.

When Jesus Christ returns, He tells us His coming will be visible to all as far lightning in the East can be seen in the West. (Matthew 24:27) So do not be surprised by the things you see happening. The spiritual world is not invading. It has always existed and always shall exist. It is the material world which is slowly eroding.

Satan’s domain is being challenged, and he will be deposed. “He has bruised my Lord, but his head has been crushed!” He knows his time is short and his job is to recruit as many as God’s creation as he can to take with him to his final destruction. 

There have been many debates over the set of scriptures about the Nephilim. “When men began to increase in number on the earth and daughters were born to them, the sons of God saw that the daughters of men were beautiful, and they married any of them they chose.” (Genesis 6:1-3) “The Nephilim were on the earth in those days-and also afterward-when the sons of God went to the daughters of men and had children by them.” (v4)

I tend to believe that they were the fallen angels and daughters of men. But it is expressly noted that it was a demonic attempt to thwart God’s plan to bring redemption by the pure seed of Jesus Christ through the birth through the human race. However, Noah was found to be the righteous man, saved through water, a picture of baptism. And a whole lot of other symbolism

At any rate, we know that the plan of Satan’s to outwit his own creator, would have no way of working,, but it doesn’t stop him from trying. And it certainly wouldn’t keep him from his destruction and hatred. And it should be easy enough to spot who his followers are. Jesus spoke these words to the ones who claimed to be the very teachers of the law, “If you were Abraham’s children, then you would do the things that Abraham did. As it is, you are determined to kill me, a man who has told the truth that I heard from God. Abraham did not do such things. You are doing the things your own father does.” (John 8:39-41) “Why is my language not clear to you?Because you are unable to hear what I say, You belong to your father the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desire. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies. Yet because I tell you the truth you do not believe me! (John 8:43-45)

The Lord has told us that they have gone out into this world. We know they are here. We are told to test the spirits. We know that not ever one of them comes from God. So, be vigilant. Even more so as the day of our Lord draws near!

Don’t be shaken by the strange encounters of the third, fourth or fifth kind. We are to Look up! Our redemption is near!!!!!

Father…your daughter is weeping


The bride is distraught

I was watching the news about our Florida weather system and I was at once saddened by the voice of the Lord. “There is a storm coming.” I knew He meant a massive storm. Yes,this will be unlike the others. Impending doom.

I am reminded of the prophetic dream I had last month. I was looking at flooded streets when an angel appeared to speak a word of guidance. In the natural many things have happened to bring this the Father’s displeasure.

The final act of treachery against His bride and the Father is very upset. She has been hurt so much by the world and in her pain she has cried out to her Father to send Him. She waits and waits and has been torn apart by wolves, yet when she hears her Father speak about judgment, she weeps. She says a silent prayer of intercession and now she finally understands the reason for all her pain and sorrow. He also reminds her that the true groom, the Lord Himself, is the perfect groom. “A wife submits to her husband, but the husband, lays down His life for His wife,the way Christ did for the church.” The bride has not experienced this in her earthly covenant and it has brought inexplicable pain.

“Now,” the Father reminds her, “You have the heart of my son. Didn’t I tell you that when you see Him, you will be like Him? Knowing all, as you are fully known. My son was a man full of sorrow. He suffered all things, so that He could understand the plight of mankind and my love toward them. Now you have this heart.”

Yes, even to those who have brought the Bride tremendous pain, she cries out for mercy. She begs her Father to hold back His hand. When He asks her, “what would you have me do?” She remembers the end is not the answer. “I would have you forgive them Father. They don’t understand what they are doing. They are in the grip of sin and in danger of perishing. Please help them.”

This is when He reminds her that, all of the world is in this bondage to sin, and His judgment is not to bring harm as much as it is to turn men away. The bride waits patiently for His return, yet she is full of the Spirit and can never stop trying to help those who are suffering, including the ones who have raised their hands against her. It is the compassion of Christ that strengthens her and lifts her up. Again and again,  as she is wounded, she rises again, for she knows that in the end “He will give her beauty for ashes.””

The hurricane and tidal wave that have come into her life are only the precursor to her Father’s own hand. She is the apple of His eye and “when the enemy comes in like a flood, He shall raise a standard against Him.”

Now it is time for all who love Him to “rend their hearts.” The Father is waiting and the groom is standing beside the Father, anxiously waiting to return for His bride.

The Shofar Shall Sound…


It isn’t as if we don’t have enough time. We have all the markers. We have the teachers to teach and the signs all around us. But hey, even when the rich man and Lazarus had their stint, the rich man died and found out he was all wrong and it stated, he could actually see Lazarus resting at Abraham’s side, yet there was a great chasm, fixed between him and them and he was in great torment.

He found that hell, was indeed, real. Yet, when he spoke to Abraham, he could hear him. “Abraham, please send Lazarus to dip his finger in water and cool my tongue because I am in great agony in this fire.”  Now I am giving you the short synopsis, however, in his life, this rich man had everything he needed and Lazarus had nothing.

At this point Abraham reminded him of this and now, the rich man begged him, “father, then send Lazarus to my father’s house, for I have five brothers.Let him warn them, so that they will not also come to this place of torment.

At this point Abraham told him that they already had the law and the prophets available so what else was needed? Well, he, much like everyone else seems to believe, stated, “No father Abraham, but if someone from the dead goes to them they will repent.”

This is when he replied, “If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, the will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.”

Yes, it is all a matter of sin and the hardness of the heart, isn’t it? Some people just don’t want to turn away. And that is the reason for the trumpet blasts and the signal. It is a wakeup call.

Now my pastor was just teaching on Yom Teruah or Rosh Hoshanah. It is the Feast of Trumpets. It is fascinating to be sure because it is spoken of in the scriptures as the trumpet blows(1cor 15:53) That which is perishable must clothe itself with imperishable”;meaning perishable cannot enter heaven with this body, which is the very reason that Christ’s was not recognizable in His own resurrected body at first. He walked and talked with his own disciples and yet they had not even known it was Him. He entered into the upper room right through the walls. “The mortal, with immortality.” Meaning for those who are alive at His coming will be transformed into new creation, not able to die. “then the saying is true; Death has been swallowed up in victory.”

Now once again I am reminded of the prophetic dream that I had been given by the Lord, about 18 years ago. He very clearly told me, “The harvest festival is about to begin….but we must prepare for aras…and to look this up in my Concordance. Upon searching the Hebrew interpretation, I found this nugget. It was a root meaning; to be engaged to, espoused to, betrothed. Which is a word picture. I am after all…the Bride. Anyone who professes to love Him and belong to Him is engaged to Him and is in a state of preparing to meet him. Remember, He goes to prepare a place for His bride. In Isaiah 54, He has told us, “For your Maker is your husband-the Lord Almighty is His name- the Holy One of Israel is your redeemer; He is called the God of all the earth.

Now as my pastor reminded us of this festival. I kept thinking of my dream. He spoke later of the bowl judgements in Revelation and everything that the Lord does is because of His love for His creation and His longing for His children to be set free from the captivity of this world system and it’s corruption.It is this corruption that is destroying everything in this world and it isn’t getting better. Look, our Lord told us that , “the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into glorious freedom of the children of God. That is our future glory. (Romans 8:21) Is man really so arrogant as to think that they can accomplish so lofty a goal as this? 

Satan has set up his domain for a while but it is coming to an end and he is filled with  fear. The saddest thing is that even as the final  judgmentsare about to come upon the earth some men will curse God. Yes, instead of turning to Him, for shelter,they willcurse Him and blame Him with their dying breath.

I am always blessed to hear my pastor teach because it’s most profound and something that I haven’t heard. It was a new deeper understanding on the prayers of the saints in Revelation 8. (saints-that’s us folks) Not someone deemed by the Catholic church btw. Now when he spoke about the silence in heaven for half an hour, and it’s astounding when you think about it, because it is the knowing that the final judgements are about to fall regarding the sins of the people on the earth and their refusal to repent  in spite of the tribulation. This is where the prayers come in. I don’t mean some “Our Father’s.” These are fervent, intercessory prayers.Nothing ritualistic in nature. He speaks about the bowl and the harp. Prayers, being combined with our worship, to the Lord.A fragrant offering to Him on behalf of these souls. Read Revelation 8 and see the visual of this. It’s quite fascinating. 

 They are mixed with incense and hurled back to the earth with peals of lightening and thunder. I would encourage you to listen to these teachings. They are very helpful when understanding the prayer life and our place in these last days. But as my pastor also pointed out, as important as our prayers are, we cannot change the appointed times for Gods judgement. We can only change the outcome by our intercession. His times are sealed.

All I can say to believers is…Look up! Your redemption is near! Oh yea and I to Satan…Be Afraid..Be Very Afraid!

Prophetic Dreams


So young and with no clue!

So young and with no clue!

It was a few years before this time in my life, that I had the dream.

The dream that would stay with me. So profound was this dream, that upon awaking from it, I somehow knew it was unique. One of the primary reasons that I knew this, was because I had remembered every detail and it was so powerful that I have thought of this daily. It seemed to be a picture of the end time events and my role as well.

I had gone out the day before with a group of girlfriends. Wild as we were, we went to the lakefront in Milwaukee to hang out with other hippies. We called this part of the lakefront, adjacent to Lake Michigan, The Site. It hosted bands all throughout the summer months into the fall. It was a favorite hangout for hippies and budding musicians and poets. I had been going there since I was about 13.

I’ll never forget my first visit. I was at the beach with my mom and my siblings and I heard music playing. I decided to ditch them for a little while and go to investigate. I saw a crowd of people standing around and listening to a band called, Sigmend Snopek III. It’s funny now that I remember this. The guy playing the guitar was looking at me and smiling in a flirty way. I was a bit surprised at this since I was probably about 5 years too young for him. It was about 1972. It was flattering, however, and I had a real love for this kind of music. It seemed to be almost cult-like. They gave me an album and members of the band signed it.

Wow! What a great place. It sure beats hanging out with my kid brother’s and sister.

My mom finally decided it was time to go and since she didn’t have a car, we were going to take the bus. It’s funny I don’t remember how we arrived, but it must have been by the same mode of transportation. My poor mom. She had to try to keep all of her kids together and take public transportation with all of us. My youngest brother, Chris, also had cerebral palsy to boot. Now I can look back at my single mom with so much admiration for her accomplishments. She moved mountains, just to take us on a day trip somewhere.

As we walked down the streets on the East Side, I observed every detail. The smells of head shops with incense and patchouli filled the air. The East side, was synonymous with hippies and probably still is to this day. It was upper class on the lakefront and middle-class hippie, on the East side. The dichotomy was striking and yet had a quaintness to it all. Not at all like the crack neighborhoods you find today.

I looked up as we stood at the bus stop and heard a loud yelling from across the street. Right in front of us a patron was being tossed out on the stairs of the pub, named Hooligan’s. They weren’t joking. This was some kind of hooligan being tossed out to the curb and I wondered why they could advertise their name so boldly, only to toss on of the mascot’s out the door. Hmm, I noted to myself, “when I’m old enough, I’m certainly going to check out that place.”

Well, I sure did and it wasn’t any different from that day. My friends and I loved this part of town and this is where we usually went to hang out. I made a regular stop at ‘The Tracks,’ and when I turned 18, I had a birthday celebration there. Much to the surprise of the bouncer, Rich, who had become a very good friend of mine. “What?! You are just turning 18 now?” I’ll never forget being able to pull that one off for so long. The Tracks had a barber chair and it was so small you could barely turn around, but we loved the place, because any body that was anyone, hung out there. And anyone to us was, of course, all the cool people by our standards! Each year, we looked forward with anticipation, to The Tracks picnic. Rich and his cohorts tried with persistence, to get me drunk enough to enter the ‘wet t-shirt’ contest, to no avail. Girls would get up on the picnic tables while the hippies and bikers would stand around hooting and hollering and a bartender would dump pitchers of water on each ones white t-shirt. As you can imagine, it was only one step from being topless and most of the girls would oblige the screams of “Take it off!” No matter how drunk I got, I wasn’t going to do it.

I still remember meetind Mr. Fred Schultz and having a conversation with him in the bar one night.He told me his wife could give me weight training instruction. He was a cop that hung out here and we talked for a long time. He seemed to be a nice guy, even though he was constantly trying to impress me.  What a surprise to find out a few years later that his wife was no other than, Larencia Bembenec, or nicknamed, ‘Bambi.’ Yes,  anyone  around in the 80’s heard of her. She was the one accused of murdering the ex-wife and she also escaped from prison and was captured in Canada. The ‘kelly green’ jogging suit was the big news in her case and I swear everyone went out and bought one after that news hit the press. I personally thought she was innocent and this husband of hers turned out to be quite a scoundrel, but hey, he was a cop. He had friends.

Back to the point of my story; I came home from that evening of spending it with my friends and we were all in bad shape. I won’t elaborate, but to say that I fell asleep and had a dream that night. It spoke to me in ways that defined my future.

When I woke from this I felt as if I couldn’t breath. I tried to walk to the bathroom and felt myself almost falling into the door jam. I prayed “please God, don’t let me die.” I was not of any kind of strong faith, but I knew God had something to do with this.

I realized as I pondered the dream that God was not finished with me and I believe He was just showing me my future and the  need to be alert. He showed me my calling and destiny.

This was the dream; I remembered the whole earth was without light. I saw that there was no sun and I looked up to see a planet so close, it seemed I could reach out and touch it. There were a few people standing with me at the time. There were no lights to see as if it was all power sources terminated.

I heard a voice speak, seeming to come from this planet. It said, “prepare the people. Tell them not to take anything with them. Tell them to board the train and not to take anything with them.”

I nodded, as if I knew exactly what he was saying and began to fulfill my duties per command.

I would go to people and tell them, “you need to get on that train. Don’t take anything. Just go with your families.”

I saw others doing what I was doing in making these announcements to the masses. As people were boarding the trains, I realized that it was nearing the end of my duties and it was time for me to board the train. I did so and arrived in the station.

Next, I went into a very tall building. It was like a tower. I got on the elevator and went to the very top. As I stepped out, I walked into a room and it seemed as if I knew a group of people were going to be there. I looked out the window and it overlooked the railroad yard.

I watched the very last train arriving in the station. At this moment I started to speak excitedly, “He’s coming, He’s coming!” Everyone else in the room also started to repeat this. The excitement was building as if we were chanting, “He’s coming, He’s coming!”

At this moment, I looked toward the east and saw the horizon. The brightest light I have ever seen, began to come up over the horizon. It was brighter than the light of the sun, and with each inch that it rose, our excitement rose with it. It was as if all of us knew, this was the “He,” that we had been expecting.

When the light was at its brightest right above us, I awoke from my dream. This is when I was so awestruck that I tried to stumble from my bed. I knew that this was different.

As the years have gone by, I have had people who are gifted in the prophetic, interpret this dream for me. I haven’t needed to much help, since it’s pretty clear and when I became a believer, the Lord also gifted me with ‘interpretation of dreams.”

Once I realized that my gifts and calling are for evangelism, I could understand the dream of “telling people to prepare.” I became a believer shortly after becoming a flight attendant and this would also seem to indicate the symbolism in the trains. I was to secure a job in the transportation industry, at the time of this end time scenario.

I was at the very end, when I boarded this train myself and then found myself in the tower. A person told me that the upward trip in the elevator, symbolized the ‘rapture.’ It has also symbolized, to me, the fact that I have been involved with the people at the very top at the time of this return.

It is obvious that “He’s coming, He’s coming,” is in reference to the Lord. He is also referred to as the “bright and morning star, brighter than the sun.”

I believe that the Lord gave me a glimpse of His glory at a time in my life when I was in total darkness. It has been unbelievable to see these things playing out.

The Lord tells us that it is “more difficult for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than a rich man to get to heaven.” However, He does not say it’s impossible. In fact He tells us that “All things are possible with God.”

So, I know that my purpose and calling are clear and my career has not been my choice, but His, in order to fulfill His purposes. It will be His choice if I decide to go, but I don’t believe that was in my dream.

So ‘stand by’ and watch what the Lord is doing. Pay attention to your dreams as well because He tells us through Peter reminds us of the “coming of His spirit. “In the last days, God says, I will pour out my spirit on all people.Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams, Even on my servants, both men and women, I will pour out my Spirit in those days.

I will show wonders in the heaven above and signs on the earth below, blood and fire and billows of smoke, The sun will be turned to darkness and the moon to blood, before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord.

And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved!”

Acts 2;17-20

The Bride of Christ


Always waiting for my beloved

Always waiting for my beloved

I had a dream about 1993 and the Lord had shown me that I was about to endure some tribulations as His bride.

I had been in a fellowship at the time with many strong believers and had learned so much about my calling and my gifts. I also learned about spiritual warfare and the enemy that stalks us strong believers to try to seduce us back into the world. If you would have asked me then I probably would have said, “Oh that’s not going to happen to me. I can certainly recognize the schemes of the enemy and won’t fall into that trap.” I would have never imagined that years later, when the ultimate tribulation began in my life, that I would become blinded to the one that I challenged on so many other occasions. “But don’t you know that Satan himself appears as an angel of light, so that he may deceive many?”

Now I had forgotten all of that. Yet deceived people rarely know they are deceived until the Holy Spirit brings that conviction and warning. The Lord had shown me all too clearly in this particular dream, that I would indeed be deceived and it was to happen not too long before the wedding is about to begin.

When He brought this dream to back to my memory, I had to look at the circumstances of my life and acknowledge that everything had happened according to this dream.

The dream;

I was in a church and I was getting ready for my own wedding. I was wearing what appeared to be a red slip and one shoe. I could not find my gown or my other shoe. I was crying out to my bridesmaids that I needed these parts of my apparel or I would not be ready.

They were scrambling about trying to find my things for me when I ventured out of the church into a beautiful meadow. I was immediately impressed with the serenity of it all and had forgotten the fact that I was even about to enter into matrimony.

I had continued to walk and there sitting on a brick wall was a man. He was holding a guitar and singing in Italian. It was mesmerizing. I looked at him and was longing for more of this seductive music. I sat and listened as he looked at me and sang some more.

Suddenly, I remembered! “Oh, I said, I must leave. I have to get ready for my wedding!” “No! He said. I have more, listen! He started to play and before I could become hypnotized,  once again, I decided to run.

I ran across the field toward the church. As I entered into the sanctuary and the small room, I saw my bridesmaids, holding my gown and my shoes. They hurriedly dressed me and placed my veil upon my head as I heard bells to start the ceremony. I was ready with just minutes to spare.

When I looked at the dream that I had written into my prayer journal, the Lord revealed so many things to me. He reminded me that I had been called and chosen when I was just a young girl. I had accepted His proposal. Yet, I was not finished. I had to consecrate my life and be ready for His return.

I learned about the ancient Jewish wedding customs and it was so beautiful and it also taught me that this is also an incredible picture of what is spoken of in scripture as the Rapture and following wedding feast.

When a man proposed he did it with a special cup of wine. It was a marriage proposal that was sealed as the man and woman drank from the cup. The future groom did not immediately take his bride.(Take drink, this is the covenant in my blood) The disciples were accepting Christ’s proposal of marriage.

He was to go to his father’s house and prepare for his bride. (I go to my Father’s house to prepare a place for you.(John 14)

The bride was to be ready at all times, since the groom would not let her know when he was coming to get her.(All of the virgins did not have their lamps full of oil at the bridegrooms return, therefore were left out of the wedding banquet. Matthew 25)

With a shout and the blow of the shofar, ( a rams horn) the bridegroom will announce his coming to his bride. (he shall send His angels with a loud trumpet call. Matthew 24:31, 1Cor.14:8, 1Th4:16)

At this point the bridegroom collects his bride and they shall go to the wedding feast. They would then go into a secluded chamber to consummate their vows as the fest continued. They would remain hidden for seven days. (Seven days, symbolizes the seven years of tribulation on the earth after the rapture has taken place. (Revelation 19:9) This is known as “The time of Jacob’s troubles.) It is a time of suffering that the earth has never known and it’s main purpose is to bring in the most hardened of unbelievers. It is also the time that every nation shall come against Israel.(Jacob)

After the bride and groom have consummated, they rejoin their party and it is the first time they see the bride, unveiled, in her radiant glory.(And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord’s glory, are being  transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.(Cor.3:18)

The bride revealed in Revelation 21:1,2) “Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, thew new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband.”

What a glorious picture! Who wouldn’t want to be a part of this? If a person thinks anything on this earth is superior, it is only because they lack faith. All of these things shall come to pass.

Now back to my dream. The Lord had interpreted this to me and it doesn’t take too much discernment, after understanding what I have just shown in scripture. I was in a rush to get ready, yet I was still lacking in my wedding garments.Matthew 22:11 The Parable of the Wedding Banquet) (Clothe yourself in Jesus Christ-Romans 13:14)

I thought I was ready, but the Lord revealed that I was not. I still had a longing for the world, by going out of the sanctuary and into the world, right before my own wedding was to begin. I was seduced by the world and had completely forgotten my groom.

As I wandered, I came upon another man that tried to seduce me with his charm. This is a picture of the enemy.

The Holy Spirit reminded me of my vows and the spell was broken. (Greater is He that is in me, than the one that is in the world.)(1John4:4)

At that point, I ran back to the sanctuary to find my bridesmaids, loyally waiting for my return with all my garments prepared for me. (Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance, the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes upon Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith. Hebrews 12:1,2)

I was made ready, spotless and blameless for my wedding. (Ephesians 5:26,27) to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless.

This is difficult to grasp, since we are all in a body of sin, however, all of these things when submitted to the power of Christ, will give us the ability to overcome, so that we can be a bride, “being made ready.” And “when He appears, we shall be like Him.” (1John 3:2,3)

Is it possible? Of course! Christ has told us and we know this to be true.

The Wedding Feast of the Lamb


The dream that I had about 15 years ago, is as vivid today as it was then. It’s meaning was spoken to me by the Holy Spirit as soon as I had awakened from it.

In the dream I had walked into a room and a man was sitting hunched over at a table. He was wearing the garb of a Jewish man in the ancient biblical days. I was with a girlfriend of mine and we were supposed to be on a double-date. I was with the son and she was with the father.

Soon, the son approached me and I watched as my friend sat down beside the mans father. I walked with the son to the kitchen where I started to prepare something at a counter.

I looked outside of the kitchen and saw that my girlfriend had decided to leave and the father was sad. I felt bad and didn’t know what to say. As I turned around to cut the food I thought, “I don’t want this man to see me from behind,  I don’t feel very attractive.”

At that moment it was as if he read my mind. He walked up to me and spoke into my ear, “you are so beautiful to me,” he said. Then he continued, “Come,the harvest festival is about to begin, but we must prepare for aras. I seemed to know what he meant in my dream, although, the word made absolutely no sense whatsoever.

I followed him out of the doorway and into  another room. At this point he looked at me and since he was also dressed as a Jewish man would be dressed, although he had something more; he wore veils over his face. It seemed this did not surprise me, so I must have been accustomed to this. At this point he leaned forward and whispered something in Hebrew into my ear. As he leaned back and looked into my eyes, he removed a veil from his face. He leaned forward again, and once more, he whispered into my other ear. He leaned back and removed the other veil. Once more he leaned forward, very tenderly and whispered, but this time as he removed this last veil, I looked at him and it was as if he had revealed himself to me. It was as if I had always known him and I loved him in a way that cannot be described in earthly terms. I knew his soul and he knew mine. I felt as if he and I were one. It was the most incredible love I have ever experience and made me think, I can hold on for this. No love on earth compares.

The Lord tells us that , “now I see a poor reflection as in a mirror, then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part;then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. (1Corinthians13:12)

I felt when He looked at me, that I was fully known. But I also knew Him. It was as if I had always known Him.

It was the love spoken of in the Song of Solomon. Not something unclean or sexual as the world speaks of. This is the counterfeit and it is nothing in comparison.

When I got up from this dream, I was overwhelmed. There was so much in this dream. They are different than regular dreams.

First the Holy Spirit revealed the meaning of my girlfriend and the double-date. He showed me that she had no interest in truly having any kind of relationship with the father and this is why the father was so sad. Our father longs for a relationship with us, yet most people just abandon Him. If you’ve ever seen your father sitting alone, and looking lonely, this was the picture I had in my dream.

I had an idea that I was with the Son because I have a more intimate relationship than most people do. I have recalled even when I was a young girl, giving my life to the Lord and being very serious about this and excited about what a true relationship with Him meant in my life. I always felt His presence, even when I was slipping and felt He was my “first love.” I also know that He was calling me to come back to Him before His return. (Rev.2)

When I woke up I wrote in my journal right away. I do this when I receive a dream or vision from the Lord, to keep it fresh. The thing that I didn’t understand was the part when He took my hand and said, we must prepare for aras.”

I wondered, what language and can I find this word? I felt the Holy Spirit speaking to me, to get my Concordance and look up the word. Well, where do I start? I wondered. Is it Greek or Hebrew. Well, of course, He was speaking Hebrew into my ears. Those words I still do not remember and do not know if I shall remember until His return. As I opened the Concordance, I began to search. I prayed that I could find such a word and that the Lord could confirm it’s meaning.

I opened my eyes in amazement as my eyes fell on the page and seemed to zoom into the word-Aras; to be engaged to, betrothed, to marry. I was so awestruck. This is the marriage proposal of the Lord! He calls us His bride, the believers and this was such an intimate dream that I could not believe it. I’ve never forgotten it, yet I have longed for others to have this same type of experience. They would truly know how really He is and that He is the lover of our souls.

After that time, I had gone through many trials and I’m sure I thought that this would never happen to me. I thought that the enemy would never get his grasp on me. However, the Lord also says that in the last day “there will be a great falling away. Even the elect, if that were possible. Well, this is the apostasy that is spoken of.(Mark 13:22)But He specifically says, “if that were possible.” In my opinion, it means that it is not.

I am reminded by Him daily of this dream, however, and the final unveiling, where all shall be revealed. Now remember there are two parts to this. The wedding feast does not mean the end of the world. This is Christ coming for His church, (his bride). That is when the Holy Spirit in the body of believers shall be taken out. This will begin the time of tribulation.

The interesting thing is that He told me that the “harvest festival was about to begin.” This would seem to mean the Feast of Harvest, where the firstfruits were offered. (The Lord being the firstfruit of the resurrection) The Lord of the Harvest.

So anyone that does have a desire to understand the times we are in, should study the Feasts of the Lord, as I said many times. The are meant for Jew and Gentile to celebrate and they are also the timetable of the Lord. Of course He says, “I come like a thief in the night.” However, the bride must always be ready for her bridegroom to come and get her.

If you read the ancient wedding customs of the Jews, you will see that this is exactly why the Lord spoke about the need to always be prepared.

So I would just encourage anyone that does not know the Lord, to be ready, for His appearing. Search the scriptures and test what I am speaking to you. I am always concerned about the souls of men, and I would hope that you would find the truth.


Don’t link my blogs to your obscenities!


Autumn trees without fruit (Jude)

Autumn trees without fruit (Jude)

Once again, my blog has been tagged to the most vile obscenities and all I can say is, the Lord is validating His truth. His Word. His Name. He is Almighty.

His name is above every name, or why would someone do something so vile as to even change my tags and suggest that my blog is linked to something so disgusting? Well, all I can say to that is what Paul himself said, “I shall be all things to all men in order to draw them to Christ!” Thank you wicked spirits. You shall be your own undoing. Have you still no understanding of what the Lord accomplished on the cross? I am and will always be amazed at the perfection of the plan and Satan will always be furious about the defeat that left him outsmarted until he is left with his wicked spirits thrown down, once again, at the final battle.

Thinking he had the final say with the betrayal, didn’t he think that Judas played right into his wicked hands and the hurt caused by Jesus sorrow made him and all of his wicked hosts shout with glee? As Christs own mother and Mary Magdalene watched with horror to see the his being beaten beyond human recognition, beard torn from his own face, (yes, that’s what it says folks) flesh torn from his back, just for our us, (Isaiah 54)  must have made the devil think he had indeed won the war.

To know that the very disciples that Jesus had chosen had all but run away in fear and everyone spit on him and the very ones, that he was dying for. Yet, they were only men.

His own mother had to watch and His father in heaven had to turn away from Him because He bore the sin of us all upon His shoulders. Even in this loneliest hour of abandonment, yet He prayed for our forgiveness. Amazing grace. How could He do it? How could we deserve it? But that’s just what grace is, isn’t it? Undeserving. We could not possibly earn it.

Now, the Lord uttered those words, “it is finished.” What did He mean?” Do you really think His death was final? Satan knew that it was not and he had truly been outsmarted. How could he possibly think that He could outsmart the one that had created Him?

Well the answer to that is very simple. Pride Satan made his announcement to ascend to the highest point in heaven, in Isaiah. You can see the five “I wills” if you choose to study in this book.Pride is blinding.

It has been debated, however, I am pretty convinced and when he made his final claim to fame, “I will ascend Higher than God,” that sealed the deal. He was thrown down, along with a third of the angels that follow foolish ways.

Study and show yourselves approved by God. We are entering perilous times. The ones that are linking their blogs and websites to mine are of the same wicked spirits. You don’t have to be a devil worshipper to rebel against God, just exerting your own will. This is what is stated in the Satanic Bible by Anton Levy, (“Do as thou wilt, is the whole of the law”) That is the same lie that Satan told Eve in the Garden of Eden.All he did was plant a seed of doubt about God’s word in Eves mind and she in turn planted this in Adams mind and they “exerted their will over God’s will,” thereby sinning against Him and breaking fellowship.

Now the Lord told us that a tree is known by it’s fruit and these trees that do not bear fruit are like autumn trees without fruit.(Jude4) As I stated before sitting in a church pew is meaningless and many people have never stepped foot in a church and have more fruit in accordance with God’s word than a person sitting in a pew every Sunday. You can see from the accounts of Christ in the temple that he had more problems with the Sadducees and Pharisees and their brand of legalism than from the sinners that he spent time with outside the temple.

However, this is not a license to sin. He merely was showing the contrast and that the people recognized their need of salvation. He spoke very clearly that it was the sick that needed the doctor and those that thought they were healthy, were indeed, the sickest of all, however, they rejected the only salvation that could be offered. Blind, poor, and sick. He was exasperated at their need for Him, yet they would not have Him.He looked over the nation of Israel and cried out, “how I have longed to gather you as a hen gather’s her chicks, but you will not have me.”

Now, the history is drawing closer to the return. The same things would be upon this earth. “Like the days of Noah.” Evil would be called good and good would be called evil. It’s happening. I’m longing for the righteous judge to make His appearance, but yet, I am also afraid, because so many are yet in the valley of decision. I know that he says, “The ax is already at the root of the trees, and every tree that does not produce good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire.”

Thank God that His unconditional love is also blind or mankind would be in some kind of a mess with no hope. But we do have hope and His name is Jesus Christ, “The Way, The Truth and The Life…now get ready to enter in…there isn’t much time!