The Dream A Family Held Captive (Part Four)


“But the door opens enough to trigger the same alarm. but this time they both escape, the entire large family is released! set free! restored to joy at the time the last brother is released from prison.” As I stated in earlier posts-alarms indicate the fear of being caught. It is only truth that sets us free from prison. Prison is always the prison of lies, deception, greed, corruption.

The word of God tells us that “Satan blinds the unbelievers minds so that they cannot see the the truth.” I just found out that a young boy took his own life this past week. He was so overwhelmed with his circumstances and he could see no other way out. He believed the lies that what had happened in his life was so bad, that this was the only answer.

How many times this lie has made people run in fear, instead of just confronting the enemy in righteousness and boldness and saying “hey, I’ve had enough! Yes, I’ve screwed up, but we all have! “For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.” This is why Christ died for us, because we could not be perfect.

“the door opens enough to trigger the same alrm, but this time they both escape, the entire large family is released! set free! restored to joy! at the same time the last brother is released from prison.” This would indicate a certain timing involved with this whole process and I’m not sure if there is a natural prison or spiritual prison in the process. Sometimes the Lord uses both to bring us to our knees. If a mans heart is so hardened that he refuses to turn to the Lord and turn from his wicked ways, the Lord may use harsh circumstances to bring about His plans for redemption. In the end it is always our own will to choose.

The ‘large family’ would seem to indicate a much larger family than just my own. As I stated in my earlier post. The two brothers are not biological brothers, but brothers in crime as the whole family would be a family such as a corporate family. One that has been infiltrated by this corruption.

Both of these brothers are both terrified of what they do not yet understand and they are running from the very freedom that God has waiting for them right around the corner. The enemy of mans souls has always waged war against Gods creation, from the very beginning in the Garden of Eden, putting fear and doubt into men and trying to distract them from the purposes of Gods plans for the real greatness and calling of God in a mans life.

We've all nailed the Lord to the cross

We've all nailed the Lord to the cross

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The Dream(A Family Held Captive)Part Two


After receiving a check from this incident I was in, I was always in fear. I was diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome, from the events I experienced. I started to experience strange symptoms. I had no idea what was happening to me and the doctors told me that this was related to the stress. I had a trip to the same city I had experienced the event and had to stay in a hotel there after the initial incident. I thought I would try to “get back on the horse,” so to speak. I was so terrified, I wouldn’t come out of my hotel room. It was Christmas eve and even when someone knocked on my door, I was so scared, I called the front desk. I was told they were delivering cookies because it was Christmas eve. I remembered the day we all rode back to the airport when this happened to us and how scared the crew was. Some were crying. I continued communicating with one of the girls that was extremely traumatized by this event. She sent me a very sad email and was treated terribly after this event. I advocated for her and others that knew this was an injustice.

“A man gives her refuge. The man calls for help.” I had a situation that happened that was another unfair event not much later. A supervisor started to harass me about my hair color. I had been in contact with a vice president and I let him know what was going on. Then a team of supervisors ganged up on me and before I knew it the manager directed my supervisor to alter my work history and I told this man it was probably best he didn’t get involved. I thought the Lord could take care of all of this, but the reality was that I was not walking strong in the Lord at the time.

“She says my daddy knows everything, but she speaks in fear and doubt as if it is is a lie because she has not told her father her situation.”

“The dream continues, the rest of the family becomes imprisoned searching for stairways and exit doors for escape.” When I started to find out about what was really happening, my whole family was brought into this nightmare. Corruption does have an affect on everyone around you, even if you are innocent. It was making me physically ill and it was now hurting my children as well. I was being harassed by people just for having knowledge of their deeds.

“Doors sound alarms they are surprised and again ensnared. Every time repeating the same behavior expecting a different outcome, yet repeating the same way of escape.” Yes, I know what your thinking. That’s the definition of insanity. Believe me, thats how I’ve felt during this at times. But the Lord has given me a sound mind and this is how the enemy wants you to feel. And let me ask you, how sane is it for people to make a crew of uniformed crew members walk down a street while bombs are exploding? Why was I the only one to protest this legally? If I’m the one that is insane then I’ll be crazy every time you place me in that situation.The dream seems to indicate my attempts to find the right door to open up for freedom from this captivity. The captivity of what? Well it’s TRUTH that sets one free, and the whole problem with my situation is that the truth was covered up. I have asked the Lord and each time He reminds me of my mission and He tells me that “His grace is sufficient for me.” He constantly reminds me that I am not the only one involved in this process and He has sent me to “set the captives free.” They are the blind ones. They are the ones that do not understand that they are covering themselves, yet He wants them uncovered so they can be free as well.

“Escaping once and running through the desert, finding refuge in a church.” I did escape and was in a very dry place. Just existing. Knowing that I had been traumatized, not just from that experience , but repeated experiences with these people. Harassment that is never ending from people trying to cover up their own behaviors. At times I have not even wanted to get out of my own bed. Then I finally found my refuge again. In the church with the fellowship of other believers that know what it is like to hold me up when I am too weak to hold myself up. They understand the spiritual man and that the importance is the soul. That I am the one chosen because I cannot be bought and I care more about the souls of men than anything else. Yes, the Lord will choose any means necessary to bring about His plans, however, I will not bow to the things of this world. Not when I can look into the eyes of men and see their destination is still unclear. What is more beautiful than a soul that has turned his eyes from the world to the Lord? That’s what I live for. That’s my purpose to which I have been called.My Calling is Clear